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Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Polliog a Cracker

Nestled in a canyon is a small community, just starting out, a new housing track, filled with kids of similar ages, it's growing and building. Within this mess of kids is a little girl, her eyes wide with excitement at everything.

"Who wants to go to the pond?" she asks

The replies come back as "All right", "Let's go", "good idea", "Race ya" and of course "Last one there is a rotten egg".

"I'll get the jars" she says as she races to the garage.

All the kids racing up the hill, completely out of breath and hoping there is actually some water in the pond. It dries up every year as spring fades into the warm summer. But in the Spring, that's the best time to go.

Up and over the dead end barrier all of them race, with only one care in the world, to not be last and be the rotten egg.

Slipping up the hillside in the soft dirt, sliding down the other side, and doing everything to avoid losing your shoe in the deep mud. The minute you hit the other side of that sloping hill, you are transported to another world.

A world of nature. You can smell the moss, mixed with the fresh air of spring. No houses can be seen, just rolling green hills that fade into Malibu Canyon. If you stand in one place long enough you can hear the gnats buzz by your ear. The girls wear pony tails so, like a horse, a swish of your head clears the gnats for a moment from your ears.

Alas, the pond. The murky water, still as the air, until you see a water spider slide across the top with ease to grab a tasty snack. The mosquitoes, that never bothered the kids, hovering over the surface of the water.

She moves ever so swiftly to the edge of the water, looking.....searching....
Her keen eyesight spotting exactly what she wants.

"Quick, gimmie a jar" the girl states

She slides down near the water, squats and gently lowers her jar into the water. Along with the muck, and dirty water, they flowed into the jar silently.

"I got em" she happily screams.

She covers her pickle jar with the cap that has holes poked in the top, and she peers in the side.

Her eyes a glow with fascination. There they are, a few with little tails, and some with the beginnings of legs. Precious Polliwogs.

They begin in the water, and grow, develop and change. Much like a baby in the womb. They emerge from the water fully developed and then they can sustain themselves on their surroundings.

Another successful trip to the pond. Her eyes dance across the water, searching for more. Her arms gently, yet securely, embracing her treasures from the pond. She'll keep them safe from the drying pond, from the birds and other creatures.

And when they become frogs she will remove them, name them, love them and set them free, back to the waters of the pond in the rainy season to start a new batch, because it's the water that gives the life of these ever changing polliwogs.

That little girl was me, time and time and time again. I hope to someday take my own sons to a pond to catch polliwogs.



Mama’s Losin’ It


This story was written for a memoir prompt at the red dress club but was one of my favorite memories and one of the most fun to write, I felt it deserved a 2nd post.



Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Miracles and Dreams really do come true

Remember my Pure Bliss post a few weeks back?

No? How could you not remember this beautiful little guy? Born with Hypo-plastic Left Heart Syndrome.

Well I have had a lot of emails and tweets and facebook messages asking about him....


Look at that sweet little face. He underwent open heart surgery a week after his birth, and he soared to heights you could not imagine.


And now? This gorgeous little guy is off his feeding tube, he is off all monitors, he has one last IV line to come out.....




And he's GOING HOME!!!! Tomorrow is the Big day! Mommy is ready for him to be home. I can't wait to see him and give him a little love, even if I have to wait a few weeks to do it!


So it just goes to show, that A dream is a wish you make with your heart, and when you dream it, Miracles really do happen!


I just know he is going to be one little Hellion!!! hee hee




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Sunday, August 28, 2011

Older and Wiser

This weekend was a whirlwind of fun, from growing up, to parties, to swimming and HOT HOT HOT!

Thomas had a blast at the park with Daddy, and he got some great shots of him, I am thinking this one is going on the wall! So glad we don't worry about taking our kids for potraits, we do our own and they come out so much better!

Now this brave little girl....you'd never know that hours before this pic was taken she broke her arm in her soccer game! Poor Serena, but she's a trooper and came to the birthday party anyway!


The kids had all kinds of fun in the dusk of the night, it finally started to cool down. They were happy to have been in the pool earlier that day! It was welcomed relief from 100 degree temps!


Christopher even had a smile or two to share as well.



Now these two clowns.....they are the reason for the weekend party! Both had their birthdays and we celebrated with swimming and BBQ and UFC, and fun, fun and more fun!



Sunday was spent at the pool all day, and Christopher was tooling all around the pool as long as he has his noodle. Tucked under his arm he navigates around the whole pool with no fear!



Now this one....He just all of a sudden decided to swim.....


Just took off and swam, the length of the pool....



Shallow end, deep end, it doesn't matter.....he was SWIMMING!!!



And along with now knowing how to swim, he has no fear now, and wanted Daddy to throw him all over the pool!



And that's how we roll in these parts for our overly hot weekend. We'll be looking for some welcome relief of cooler weather this coming up week!




Unknown Mami



Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Bacon Me Please

I don't eat Bacon, I'm not a fan, I don't even eat turkey bacon....
So instead we'll prompt with the Hubs, his top 10 reasons why he believes Bacon is Awesome.

1. Salty Goodness, he absolutely loves his salt. The man won't eat salsa but he puts salt on his already salted tortilla chips. I am sure he would put bacon on his tortilla chips if it were offered.

2. It makes for a good base to home made biscuits and gravy! The boys won't eat bacon, but they love it when daddy makes his creamy gravy and home made biscuits.

3. Now these are his words and I quote "Fat is bad unless it's on bacon then it is gooooood"
#eww

4. Bacon makes any sandwich a sensation. It takes the place of mayo in his head.

5. He says what else cuts through that soap scum on your glass shower doors?

6. two words "bacon bits" on a salad since he uses no dressing

7. nothing tops a pizza better than canadian bacon

8. It's the #1 breakfast staple....wait, it is the ONLY breakfast staple. Forget eggs or cereal or toast, bahhh that's for sissies.

9. Because there is pork chops and apple sauce, and peanut butter and jelly...some things just go together....bacon....well it goes with EVERYTHING, including chocolate.

10. Add it to your fruit salad for a little added extra kick! Trust me...it works!

This was my husbands list, I have in no way endorsed this, supported this, nor do I like that nasty white fatty ICK on the side of bacon.

#nasty

Hope you enjoyed "prompting with the hubs"

Mama’s Losin’ It



Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Hummmm

This was taken with a Nikon D80 DSLR right out on my patio with no editing, and I was amazed at how it came out.

We have about 5 or 6 hummingbirds that fight over possession of this feeder in our yard every night about dusk. It's amazing to watch them.




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Monday, August 22, 2011

Simple Summer Sensation

So apparently Blogger sucks, or Youtube sucks or internet explorer sucks, but it will NOT let me embed my video!





So I hope you all do not mind one more little click to see my fantabulous vlog on





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Easiest recipe in the world, two containers of your favorite yogurt, one container of cool whip, mix together put in graham cracker crust pie shell and freeze, take out about 20 minutes before you want to serve.

You can make it low fat but using all low fat products and you can even use the greek yogurt if you prefer.


Sunday, August 21, 2011

Grow Me....

Forgive the quality of the images, they are all from my cell phone.




I saw these beauties at my mother in law's house.....they are so spectacular up close, a hit of pink some yellow, just gorgeous!! I want some of my own!



This beauty can be found in my mom's back yard, she has the most amazing roses and they are so fragrant. These were at my aunts house, and they were so unique. The ones I have in my yard are just plain yellow!

Even the ones without the red, still are very unique.


And that is what I was gazing at this weekend in my neighborhood!



Unknown Mami



Thursday, August 18, 2011

To the one....

To the one that makes me laugh,


And the one that can make me cry,


To the one that is the best father,


To the one who knows how to frustrate me,


To the one who knows how to love me best,


To the one that completes my circle,


Happy Birthday!!!


We all Love you most!


Tuesday, August 16, 2011

A Blessing and some Clowns

1st....an update since so many of you have asked and tweeted and sent prayers and good thoughts and positive energy.....


Little Kale (Which means Strength, my niece just recently told me) had his open heart surgery this morning, and came through with flying colors. Keep those good thoughts and prayers coming, as he has some healing to do so he can go home to Mommy, and then all will be right in the world.

And now on to Wordful Wednesday....
Look at these clowns......

One of my besties came out with her family from MI and while I was having fun at BlogHer she was holding my sick little 102 fevered baby. So they became instant buddies! Can you tell they were made for each other?




And since I can't get Amanda's button, aka Dumb Mom, to work..... Head over to her place too!


Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Pure Bliss

Take 1 nervous mommy, pregnant with a son diagnosed with Hypo plastic left heart syndrome


15 hours of labor later, and one beautiful little boy is born.


Sweet as can be, adorable as ever....putting tiny footprints prints all over everyone's heart!



Breathing on his own, no oxygen needed, 1 side of his heart working for both until Surgery



Snoozing away, making his mommy just melt into him with Love.



FINALLY, Pure Bliss, Mommy holds son for the first time!




So please welcome into the world My grand-nephew, Kale Steven.....proof positive that Miracles, really do exist.




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What I learned....

This was my first year attending BlogHer, and a few things I learned.


1.) Don't expect anything, because expectations only lead to disappointments. Bonus is, out of all my expectations I had very few disappointments.


2.) No matter how comfortable your shoes, your flip flops, your wedges or your tennis shoes are...there is a lot of walking, a lot of standing around at parties, a lot of dancing and your feet will hurt!!!


3.) Jackets, sweaters, jackets, and more sweaters are a MUST if you are attending any sessions, because it's a dang meat locker in there!


4.) When they say eat, go to dinner, make dinner plans, all that stuff....yeah trust me, you don't have to pay for a single meal, there is food everywhere! In the expo, at the parties, at the invites only, there is A LOT of food! And always a huge variety!


5.) Sleep? What's that? There is just entirely too little time for sleep! I laid down for 2 minutes while dropping off swag and 2 HOURS later I woke up, I missed a ton of stuff!! WTH?

6.) Do not, I repeat do NOT get up at 6:30 am and run a 5K, spend 1/2 the day walking around the expo, the other 1/2 the day in sessions and then attend 2 different parties and dance for at least 2 hours straight and expect your legs to NOT feel like noodles the next day!

And because I like odd numbers.....and 7 happens to be my lucky number.....

7.) Don't always do all the talking, stop and listen, you might just learn a thing or two!

I can't wait for BlogHer'12, NYC Here I come! And this time I'm bringing reinforcements!


Monday, August 8, 2011

I really am Blond, sort of!

My very 1st Vlog!!


Be kind! =)




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Wednesday, August 3, 2011

I wonder....

Another year crept up so quickly!

Hard to believe if he was still here, he'd be 41 today! And I wonder.....

I wonder all the things that will be left only there....In my mind, through my imagination,

I wonder.

Would he be happy. Would we still be close? Or would we be even closer?

Would he live nearby? Would he visit often and throw my kids around as the laughed joyfully screaming his name. Would they hear his truck pull up and go running to the gate screaming "Uncle Tom, Uncle Tom"

Would Thomas remind him like he reminds a lot of other people that he was named after his uncle. The uncle that lives among the stars, and he asks to visit him often. Would he be proud that Thomas carries his name?

Would he eventually have had children? What would their names be?

All this remains in my mind, right next to all the wonderful memories we made together as kids, teenagers and young stupid adults.

My brother....my loss of you has now become OUR loss of you.
Seeing how close my boys are, watching them play together, fight, make up and say "I'm sorry", I hope they never know the loss of each other. I still miss you so much it hurts!

Happy Birthday, know that not a day goes by that I don't think of you!

August 4th, 1970 - May 28, 1996

I'm not much of a poet anymore, but this fit right into Mama Kat's prompt of Loss


Mama’s Losin’ It



Just a little Guilt

So tomorrow I am on my way to BLOGHER!!!! SQUEEE!!!

So excited, I wanted to go last year and I had to suffer through reading all the blogs and seeing all the pics of all these people that I wanted to meet, meeting each other.


I wasn't on twitter yet, so I wasn't tortured too much by that, BUT, this year? I am going!


I am packed....well almost....just a few things in the morning and I'm done!


But tell me I am not feeling just a tad guilty!


All the laundry is done, because I am feeling guilty for leaving the hubs at home in care of my two boys....errr I mean my boys in care of the hubs! So I would hate for him to need anything for any of them and have it not be clean and he would curse my name!


All the grocery shopping is done, because how much worse would I feel if I left them here to fend for themselves and have no food in the house. Even though they will go out for pizza most likely anyway!


The dishes are right at this moment drying in the dishwasher, and I will empty that tomorrow morning, so that the hubs can focus all his energies on the boys and not have to worry about a thing.


The birthday present that I bought for the party they are attending on Saturday is all packaged up pretty so all he has to do it put it in the car and go enjoy!


This isn't the 1st time I've left the 3 of them, and I know the hubs can handle it.....but this is for 4 days! 4 whole days, to myself and 3000 other bloggers, some of whom I call friends!

And I know that I will miss them and I will be glad to get home on Sunday and hug them and kiss them and roll around the floor with them and laugh and be silly.

I can't help but feel a tug at my heart strings, as lately it's been all about Daddy! When they hurt they want Daddy, when they are happy they want to tell Daddy! And now I'll be gone for 4 days! What happens now? Now they won't need me AT. ALL!

*sigh*

*tear*

Ok, I'm done.....guess what?

I'M GOING TO BLOGHER!!!!


Tuesday, August 2, 2011

How much can you hold?

Remember what I did after surgery?

This is just a glimpse of just one wall of my bedroom. I couldn't be happier with it!



And the plate.....It says it all.....


I Never knew how much love my heart could hold until someone called me "Mommy"



And it could be more true, my boys are my whole world, I never in a million years knew how much my heart could love until they came!



Angry Julie Monday